today i woke up at 5 am. i tossed and turned and tried to fall back asleep, but i couldn’t do it. and so i sat in bed thinking about the day ahead. today i am getting married. it still seems so weird to say. today i am getting married. i’ve repeated this to myself a hundred times already. there is so much to do, but yet i feel this strange sense of calm. i’m no longer anxious, i’m no longer nervous. today i am getting married. even if everything goes wrong. even if my dress doesn’t fit right. even if the flowers aren’t pretty. even if the food is overcooked. (which none of the above will happen, of course). at the end of the day, when all is said and done i will be a wife, i will have a husband. and this is all that matters. today i am getting married.
see you at the altar. xoxo.